She built me up, just to bring me to now and now, rain mans got her circled by the clouds First i questioned why, now i'm more like HOW? flippin through the lies, like one eye on her brow At the start her beauty was unmatched like WOW She was smart, easy to talk to, always down To do what I wanted to do, we'd paint the town Screw when i wanted to screw, so what we found something special, and I'm not gonna lie words like love seemed to fly right by like easy as pie, the only limit was the sky She spoke so symbolically, i felt like we could fly I... I'm gettin' lost in the feelings, what's the time? she told me not to worry, though the eyes lead to mind i'm like fine, i'll forget about the grind just get me high, one more time and no more trying Waitin for the sun, they call it westing I am never done, I caught em resting Both eyes shut through the scope and i find that the mind isn't time but to climb in my prime She stumbled on her words like the 3rd was the first and rents coming quick so i know she's got a thirst her clench was the quench and the vice put a hurt on me, im busy kickin' up dirt without a purp- ose, she's at the bar tryin to flirt and score another drink as she hiked up her skirt i'm not a puppet, ernie or bert but i feel like a grouch cause the trash is where i lurk forget the jerk, begin to see the light get up in position, for the right fight but not tonight, i gotta plan and strategize back to the garbage where i dream and fantasize So in the process i get caught up in the web again yeah im back, but im reaching out to elephants trick was, they lied for their own defense now im sittin on the fence, wonderin where my focus went Waitin for the sun, they call it westing I am never done, I caught em resting Both eyes shut through the scope and i find that the mind isn't time but to climb in my prime

You see Al was a man, pale white skin and never got a tan cause he always stayed in bright sky eyes, scruffy on the chin and he covered it all up with a mona lisa grin Most couldn't read him, cause they didn't wanna know the true secrets hidden behind his persona but I did, so i cracked the code so Davinci that I'm itching, to get up off his road Come to think of it, he always played games He was real good at chess so his mind worked the same five steps ahead with that laser beam aim and he'd chop off your head if you stood in his lane Lames like sheep to a wolf, chargin Always rollin thick, got the pack, how charmin but really when i break it down, it's all harmin cause pawns only do so little with their calling fallin deeper in the depths, all in im bettin everything on the fact that he's stallin and his vision of ballin, i call a bluff built up imagery of kings and such fuck a throne, it takes flesh from the bone sacrifice to back the sticks and stones that's some bad advice from a bitch of a clone when i say bitch i mean weak and under-grown in the mind, gotta catch up to these rhymes cause that mind control can only be confined for so many minutes and there's not much time left in the dark, before the sun rise Yo, Al has a voice, he can keep on using but Al has a choice, he could stop abusing those drugs are only doing one thing and that's pushin him closer to the bottom end brink

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i felt a cold familiar chill when she entered the room but that feeling got clouded when i smelled her perfume looked up, noticed two brown eyes lookin' right back at me with sorrow inside My heart race climbed, like children in trees isn't always time, but i'm dizzy when i see my peripherals must be off, it's just me lights playing tricks, or im sitting in a dream She opened her mouth and made the worst sound eva dream, not puttin her down it's just clever She, needs to get up out my face im trying to sever any bad that don't want to get better But she keeps on followin, keeps on needin keeps on makin that noise and not speakin and the presence is heavy, image is deceiving she don't want to leave, so she keeps on feedin put it in reverse, bring back a time but i'm headed to the future, and i bring back the rhyme read it deeper, everything's a sign cause if the haunted didn't kill me im still lookin to find my heart of gold diggin in a coal mine pickin' at the walls till i'm reachin a goal, mine and i find that the time is fine when i try very little, to keep it all inside but im, uncertain i just wanna move up out of it with any luck, doubt could be a cloud of shit wishin like the pennies was the wealth of it but it don't make sense, so really whats the benefit nothin but a headache, easy watch the stress break thick noise, i'm distracted by her chest plate rest ate and im set up for a check mate fiery eyes, she burned just to test fate shoes non-exsistant, so who is to see no clues, but i'm persistent to show what i need she closed her eyes, the sound drifted off she spoke these words symbolically soft If you push me i'm a button, simple and plain if you rush me i'm a gluten yet civil and sane if it's peace you want, then the pieces must remain broken down in public, no complaints put it in reverse, bring back a time but i'm headed to the future and i bring back the rhyme read it deeper, everything's a sign cause if the haunted didn't kill me im still lookin to find my heart of gold diggin in a coal mine pickin' at the walls till i'm reachin a goal, mine and i find that the time is fine when i try very little, to keep it all inside if you push me i'm a button, simple and plain if you rush me i'm a gluten yet civil and sane if it's peace you want, then the pieces must remain broken down in public, non complaints

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Try to remember... Meant to speak on it but it left me astonished So why rub my feet upon it just to later eat upon it? If you wanna meet the pot it's boiling in the kitchen If you wanna box well let's speak up on this diction Airy, very, different today let me hit you with the pace bring it, bring it to your face leave with out a trace or a little bit of waste keep it brief, no case, no cause or a place Meant to get out quicker than the flick of a bic words just flipped sick, absurd but it fit Sure we could fly to the sky with an eye up like we're never ever gonna die, but It's newer than a new born's conception and each day's a blessin I, embrace my obsessions Could never escape the hate, fuck oppression i forget how to feel when the feeling is digression Try to remember... I'm not special, I'm not the vessel I'm not the one to ever speak in a confessional but here's the booth and it's become so available the vision of the truth has never been so presentable I'm not great, no, I never was I never dreamed of being bigger, bigger than the buzz cause the rush of everyday was tippin the scales a ton and pushing all this weight and the waiting is never done I'm not hell, I'm not heaven I'm not the answers to the feelings of depression but I am another, product on the shelf sittin waitin for the day that something gets to sell I'm not the cure, nope, I'm not secure and my mind is always fuzzy almost always never clear more like fear or the panic in my chest And I'm not quite sure what move to make next Try to remember... So for the dumb, I kick it stupid yo And for the numb, let's get it movin go Get up on your feet just to crank it in your stereo while I sit on the beat and claim this for my very own Not a pedestal I keep that honest flow Most my shows don't even have a stage, you know? Maybe you don't or maybe you did Either way I do it no fluke I just spit So my mind keeps goin and these rhymes keep flowin and I'm cursed with a verse that's the mind set open Keeps on spinnin and soakin, grinnin I'm focused Driven so one day I'll be coastin... Hopeless? I could never be that. Cause I got a little vision in my back pack packed with raps and snacks yeah So I stay strong And anyone that gets it can sing the same song... Try to remember...

my kinda girl is a mixture of the whole planet yeah, i got some high standards She's gotta couple comets that are aimed to do damage but at the same time a lot of moons to make em vanish It's kinda bad, or maybe good cause when i first saw her i was like, I Would ... like to, take you out from now on and for eva, no doubt the way she smiled and turned to the side then locked it in with those bright blue eyes kinda vibe i could easily describe but only comes around but once in a while heart beat, racin, ours meet, patient whiskey on my breath, downed it, no chasin and as i'm waitin at the end of the bar its the call of her smile that leaves me with a scar She took me for a ride like a pilot, eyelids open wider than i wanna get her thighs split watch it, wash it down to keep it polished flyin high shoot a star with a comet im on it, off it, my timing is evolvin easy with the movements cause the smile keeps callin ... not all in, im steppin with improvements home is the heart and i'm workin on a blueprint learnin with my two sense till it adds up workin to build so i don't back up hurts too real sometimes, it get's rough earth to phill, that's the pain and the love She always wanna work it out and that's the deal cause the real in a person is the real appeal dream girl, where you at where you been where you goin? it's been a little minute since we last have spoken kinda left it far too open We both neglected to spark a motion i know youre doin well and i know im doin well so one more time let's smile for the spell